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Topic in theatrical_muse [Sep. 5th, 2006|09:02 am]
Carly Corinthos
Monogamy- hah!

That is just another way for someone to set you up to let them down.

It seems like every man in my life has expected things of me and than I let them down. I broke their heart by cheating.

How many times have I been cheated on? Sonny made cheating on me an art form. Sonny could be an Olympic gold medalist for cheating. But- that’s ok because he is a man. Men get away with so much. Sonny can cheat. Sonny can lie. Sonny can call me names- all because he is a man. It makes me so mad.

What was I talking about? Oh yes- monogamy. Hah!

It’s like I told my cousin Lucky. Not everyone is meant to be monogamous. Most people weren’t- unless of course you are a saint like Elizabeth or Emily (those two are so sweet it hurts my teeth, really it makes me sick) People like having a bad streak. Cheating is fun and exhilarating. But once your caught cheating then they give a you a little scarlet C and push you done the catwalk for all the town to gawk at.

I am tired of letting people down so I will make this perfectly clear. Until I say otherwise I am giving up monogamy.
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Topic # 138 in theatrical_muse [Aug. 8th, 2006|12:37 pm]
Carly Corinthos
Sprits are everywhere for me.

When I look in my mother’s eyes I see Tony Jones. I slept with Tony, her husband, to hurt her. And boy did I but I hurt him to. He is dead now and I can never say I am sorry.

A.J, Michaels Father lives inside of him. When Michael smiles or laughs I see what I did to A.J. I stole Michael from him. I tried to ruin his life because he inconvenienced mine. He had his faults too and we fed off of each other’s destruction. But what I did was wrong and I can hear A.J. in Michael’s voice.

The spirit of my unborn child lives in the distance between Sonny and I. I really hope he isn’t watching me. I don’t think I would have made him very proud. Sometimes I am damn right ashamed.

Ghost surround me no matter how far I run away. That is why I ended up in Rose Lawn but I wont ever go back. They wont make me crazy again.
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Topic # 136 [Jul. 25th, 2006|02:45 pm]
Carly Corinthos
“What does not kill us makes us stronger? Agree or Disagree?”

Carly was shocked when she heard Dr.Winters question. “I am sorry?” Carly asked, “Could you repeat that?”

“What does not kill us makes us stronger? Agree or Disagree?” Dr.Winters repeated giving Carly a look-the look all psychiatrist give their patients. It was look of sympathy but worse-it also held concern.

Carly took the time to really think about that. Her suddenly flashed before her eyes-loving Jason and then losing Jason, having Michael and battling A.J. to keep her son, hating Sonny and then marrying Sonny followed closely by losing Sonny over and over again, Michael and Morgan being kidnapped and then being convinced Michael was dead- all of the things that had shaped who she was as a person. They were terrible and traumatic but they didn’t kill her. Did they make her stronger? Stronger-ha! if she were stronger would she be here in a mental institution.

“Carly?” Dr.Winters prompted.

“Disagree” Carly told her. “Strongly disagree”

Sometimes she thinks they should have killed her but she wouldn’t tell the doctor that.
Carly Corinthos
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Topic # 136 in theatrical_muse [Jul. 25th, 2006|02:44 pm]
Carly Corinthos
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“What does not kill us makes us stronger? Agree or Disagree?”

Carly was shocked when she heard Dr.Winters question. “I am sorry?” Carly asked, “Could you repeat that?”

“What does not kill us makes us stronger? Agree or Disagree?” Dr.Winters repeated giving Carly a look-the look all psychiatrist give their patients. It was look of sympathy but worse-it also held concern.

Carly took the time to really think about that. Her suddenly flashed before her eyes-loving Jason and then losing Jason, having Michael and battling A.J. to keep her son, hating Sonny and then marrying Sonny followed closely by losing Sonny over and over again, Michael and Morgan being kidnapped and then being convinced Michael was dead- all of the things that had shaped who she was as a person. They were terrible and traumatic but they didn’t kill her. Did they make her stronger? Stronger-ha! if she were stronger would she be here in a mental institution.

“Carly?” Dr.Winters prompted.

“Disagree” Carly told her. “Strongly disagree”

Sometimes she thinks they should have killed her but she wouldn’t tell the doctor that.
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Learned from the past [Jul. 5th, 2006|03:32 pm]
Carly Corinthos
Carly awoke at 2:00 in the morning. She opened her eyes and scanned her surroundings trying to figure out where she was. She saw nice furniture-familiar furniture to her. The penthouse, Carly thought, I am at Jason’s. She turned over and tried to sleep but the events of the day came back to her mind.

Jax broke up with her-because he thought her a liar. He couldn’t handle her less than truthful moments and her desperation to keep what she felt was hers. He seemed sad when he ended it but he ended it all the same.

She fled to Jason’s. She cried on his shoulder and they had a few drinks. The rest was blurry. Carly looked down and realized she was naked. I slept with Jason, she realized. She panicked and sat up in bed. Jason was sprawled beside her.

Carly calmed down-she knew Jason would never let this affect them. Regardless of what happened they would always be friends.

Carly snuggled back beside Jason and tried to go back to sleep. Many men had come and gone in her life since Jason. With each one she tried to be honest-she gave the relationship her all. But at the end of the day Jason brought the best out in her. If she had learned anything from her past – she learned she always fall back on Jason and he always let her.
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Topic # 10 Introduction [Jul. 5th, 2006|03:31 pm]
Carly Corinthos
Hi, I am Carly Corinthos. I live in Port Charles, New York. I own a hotel. Well- co-own a hotel with my ex-boyfriend. His name is Jasper Jax and he is really nice guy *sighs* I wish that had worked out. But what can you do?

I am divorced –actually divorced a couple of times. I have two children-Michael is 10 and Morgan is 2. They are my life. I would do anything for those kids. I am pretty selfish person-yes; I admit it-but I am not selfish when it comes to them.

I came to Port Charles for the wrong reasons but I ended finding a place for myself. I made a lot of enemies but I made some good friends. Courtney was my best friend-unfortunately she died a few months ago. I am still grieving for her. Jason is my other friend-my true best friend. We argue-We fuss but we are always there for each other.

Well that is it-the good, the bad and the ugly about my life. I am hoping to meet some people with open minds who don’t judge me. I get kind of lonely sometimes.
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